I'm in love with a fairytale,

suddenly I wish I could disappear. or with them now.
& not where I am. not here. at all.

Work yesterday was funnn, although the starting was SO boring & tiring, we stood at the registration booths all the way to 12 without any food, poor stomachs of us. I was at Swissotel along with Melany & Camelia, we worked as event crew for VMware. Pretty interesting, the namecards we received were all people of senior positions & all, some big event there. Haha. We had a break for lunch, made the guys (mel's friend) buy Subway for us while the others had chicken rice. How privileged (: After that we just lazed around, almost fell asleep waiting for time to go by. Ushering was surprisingly not so boring, the 2 girls I was with and I had a "motivation" to continue working! Hahaha no surprises to what the "motivation" was. HE'S SO CUTE! Some IBM worker stood out from the rest & we deemed him as the "best" in the event, & yes therefore our motivation. How amusing. After work had dinner with Sharon,& yes she ate thanks to me, haha. Had Yoguru, sat at the place where I made her wait for me for an hour (SORRY) to talk. Yes.

Training wasn't too bad today as well. (: Except for the regular intervals that we all hate..& the scorching sun!

Gonna be working from Thurs to Sunday with Mel, although the pay's not very high. Well, for the company!(:

Keep dreamin' 'cause
I'll be keepin' your heart in mine.

It really was quite an enticing show, got everyone on their nerves & clapping & cheering,
& the effects of the disaster was, amazingly beautiful. Better than the day after tmr, although parts of it were rather unbelievable.
Gets people thinking as well,
& you'll seriously pray that it doesn't happen, for the amount of deaths and all..Freaky.

Anyway.







Jaime Eeruey & I at Thai Express on my bday. :D

Have you thought just maybe,
You belong with me?

Why does it matter? It sure did, perhaps it does even til now. I don't think anyone would actually understand what I'm ranting about, but it's alright. It did matter. Honestly. Just that oblivious people didn't see it. Or rather, oblivious people not letting the persona know about it, didn't see it. Perhaps it wasn't viewed that way. Perhaps. No matter how many perhaps I type wouldn't make one bit of difference. Because to the oblivious people, it doesn't matter. Perhaps oblivious people would have viewed it in a negative way, maybe even turned off. That is one of the reasons why it mattered. Don't you think a clarification would have been better?Well at least, to me. I could have explained further. The actual reason. The story behind. The, everything. It mattered, largely. Afraid of judgment, afraid of being looked through tainted shades by oblivious people. Just didn't turn out right at all ultimately. Yet upon realisation. It still  matters. Why? I wonder to myself too. Just the few encounters. Just the few. Can spur it again.
whyyyyyyy

Suddenly realised the vast difference that's going to take place in 2010. It will feel so different. So very different. Faces, people around, people you're going to hang out with so very often.. Nothing stays forever. Sadly. It didn't really hit me until quite recently. :(
I can still clearly recall all the times. Dang. Squishy-heart feeling's back. How perfect on the night before WR dateline. Staying up for 2 straight nights, this ain't the best you wanna be feeling.

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里